I mirror my Self
”My 7 Links” – I’m asked by Nico (thank you my friend!) to choose 7 of my blogposts to re-post here. All my posts so far are the answer to a writer’s challenge – #Trust30 challenge where we received a topic to blog about every day for 30 days. If you are new to my blog everything after the words ”Magdis says” are my own words, other words are the ones from the authors chosen by the people behind the Domino project. I posted the prompts exactly as they came to us in the mailbox every day.
So now another challenge landed in my lap – Nico, I thank you for sending this assignment my way – going back and reflecting on everything we wrote in the #Trust30 challenge is nothing less than surrreal.
Did we really write all this?
The way we connected with eachother across the cyberspace was so unreal…special, amazing, humbling. All those hearts touching, exposing the core, the innermost…..
Carefully holding the gems of a stranger’s thoughts in the palm of my hand. Feeling it. Caressing it – adding it to my energy field and watching the beautiful thoughts expand.
The categories, and the winners are as follows:
My most beautiful post:
Day 30, ”Watch the world light up”
I could feel the finale here, I combined that with a deep profound belief that I have. The beliefe that we humans are evolving into a ”Homo Illuminous”, that many of us truly are on our way to shift our conciousness to live from our hearts. I know it sounds a bit far out but I don’t really worry about that. I’m still Magdis, I swear, watch stupid TV-shows and drink whine whenever I feel like that – and I can feel myself growing spiritually. For real.
My most popular post:
Day 20 – ”I’m a lighthouse”
Another one of my profound beliefs. Every single soul on this planet (and elsewere) sends his/her reflection in all directions at all times. I ask you please to mend your soul, mend your heart and light up that part of the universe where you stand, right now. If you do that, I find my way easier even when the waves are high.
My most controversial post:
Day 3 – ”Lay down the sword”.
I get many verbal attacks for this viewpoint I have. Surrender, stop the constant fight that goes on in you and around you. The external battles are just a mild reflection of the internal version. Get yourself some peace, lay down the sword.
My most helpful post:
Day 16 ”The relief of transparency”.
The most helpful post for me – I wish for all secrets to be erased. If nothing is hidden there is nothing to fear – no guilt and no shame. If you can see right through me you will know that inside of me I carry the same darkness, and you might seek your own transparency.
A post whose success surprised me:
Day 21 ”….or you could just wear a bird…?”
When I hit the ”publish” button on this one I felt a little tremble inside but it wasn´t because I wrote something I didn’t stand for, just that it revealed a side of me that is very real and near to my skin. Would my fellow bloggers consider me childish…..aaahh what the hell. I am childish, and that’s that.
A post I feel didn’t get the attention it deserved:
Day 8 ”Me and Magdis, we are doing fine”
So I’m just looking at the amount of comments and this one didn’t get so many. Do I know it didn’t get the attention it deserved? No of course I don’t. I tried to illustrate the 5-year road to intergration between me and my higher Self and if it seemed chrystal clear to me it might have been foggy to others.
The post I am most proud of:
Day 23 ”I really do remember”
I have written about all the pieces that is the human composition, which to me isn’t a metaphore – it is a truth, a fact. Each of us is a concoction of all the lives we have lived on this earth, all experiences that mix with the present, the ongoing.
When we enter our present lifetime we bring all those memories with us – stored in different spaces of our conciousness. Fear shatteres the consciuosness and closes doors in the mind in a way that has complete logic – but for most of us so hard to grasp. Nothing random about a personality, a traumatized soul so hard to get to know, so many shards…. Healing trauma is finding the way to the core of you, to mend the pathways between all that is you….holding the self and the Self together.
Love and compassion is the glue, oh yes.
Thank you for keeping me company on this reflective blogtour, please visit me again!